inflorescence June 9.51 PM .14.6.11

meire ghar mei
kuch puranei bartan

is bar meri kanteen mei
kuch fragrant sa

socha tum aaogei to'

I know you are looking at me

but come at an early date.

do remember I will never allow
the bullshit bapa ki dunia

but love

I tell you one secret

there is a ghost and crank psychopath country
its called China

I tell you anther secret

I can thrash this Red hierarchy

with my human brain

with lots of love

ajay ahuja

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..June 11.1.13 PM

A day after, when the scientific world has crashed and imploded on itself ; I have a meaning out of their mess created around me.

I know you are Farah hussain

But I hardly remember my names

you might have seen this bullshit ghost house

but I have yet to know myself

Pakistan is not far away place from this damn house but darlin I am literally lost genius. I am literally Euphorbia royalana syndrome. But if you endeavor to come to India I shall be waiting you where you happen to be.

one is there: I am too too simple by taste

but I will love to have hot chocolate fudge with you at CP at Mc Donald.

with love

ajay ahuja

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH June Ninth 11, 1.33 AM

me and my lonely heart

I often talk
as the wavy paths
traverse on my psyche

I know
Raisina road

it has a meaning
every day
I wake
the reality
it fights

I search you
at every face
I do encounter

awakened
or
else

kalakadar

I have a name

I know
love is beyond

I do
utter
at my heights

I know
a day after
you shall come

but love
do remember
I have
the filthiest world
around me

A Heart Speaks

the ocean I saw

Now when I struggle
the paths
of my own makings

I search you
as I stride hard

some time you lost
I stumbled
to reach to your arms

I ask my self
who I am
as you breath
close too fast

the soft of your words
you spoke
when I waivered

the sighs
hidden at
I speak to
when I see
the horizon

I search
till I retire

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH ..June 3rd 11.1.24 AM

A moment when I again lost the purpose of my being around

I have recalled you

probably my staggering feet have evoked a sense to fight again
with my own self

Rajpath my karam bhumi

I take shadow
under your Himalayan hair
the scorching heat
the mirage effect
I get hallucinated too often

the other moment of my reverberated
relevance of unison
the thoughts of oblivion

I take step in step
in your aura

to realise
where I got lost

my Euphorbia royalana syndrome
probably shall never allow

to decipher
the depth of your beauty

but I do know
Love is complete in itself

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH. june.01,11.1.12 PM

Darlin Neha it has been too long since you encountered me.

probably time has taken its own tole

but I have not found one simple reply which I was looking since then

The question is :

Why love is only successful at thoughts level only.

my explaination is as follows:- (but its subject to your approval )

you must have read my inflorescence where I wrote the basic working of human brain and how the memory is stored and get retrieved through an infinite array of bio feed back mechanisms.

but love ! the story is not that simple.

it functions under two basic principles : potentials and kinetics of physics.

In school level probably now a days students know how this equation is related on ground reality.

say a factor of ~ is the driving force of this equation as is understood in modern day computing software the well known executive file(s).

the executive files as called catalyzing factors in feed back mechanism of brain gets blocked and or deviated else where resulting in total failure of retrieval of memory proteins

the ibid is total eclipse of a brain which I generally refer to as "bapa di dunia" or the cold blooded murder in my verbatim confusion.

Now I tell you another horrible reality around.

this eclipse is permanent in normal human beings particularly encompassed by the factor of ~ of bapa di dunia but its temporary or time and space driven in psychiatric patients eg neurotic psychosis ; its equally but analogously applicable to psychosis and even in case of complete insanity on clinical grounds.

do write if you receive this msg through this bullshit globalised electronic camera.

Love !!

now do tel me how my heart can be convinced that princess of Saudi Arabia will throw it away like what happened with Kalidas of Indian literature.

INFLOURESCENCE May 27, 11. 9.33 PM

In our brain the system of files and mega files are definitely stored in memory proteins but the system to execute these files is simply infinite: the so called feed back mechanism of general physiology of bio systems is the ultimate key to know this bio wondrous world.

but here I am not bullshit interested in this damn sciences.

I shall write something like this

you reverberate in my neurons

I know the world is hell bound to decipher

the cosmic love

I see you live or else

it doesn't matter

yes !!

Love is beyond sciences

I know the cranks too

Love is self hypnosis in psychiatry

but you live in me
simply beyond these connotations

msg goes to the world (globalized) especially the scientific cranks.

source : Bushra Sadiq