INFLORESCENCE May 26,11 .8.39 PM

the steps
I strode

wavy my thoughts
still focused
you left some of your shadows

bestowed
probably in some
too least defined

at every breath of mine
I find you
somewhere
where my heart looks for

I have had enough
but you reverberate

I search myself
at every note
you left
thin air of
my being

with or without

one day
the fine morning
it shall retire

but I will be lost
some where
you left to resile
too jealous to find me

shadows shall combine
to realise you

as the Sun shades up

I realise you

some where

I left you

to find me

at this moment

you resonated

the pulses of heart

I catch

that's the way

I exist

thus goes
the time with me

source: Bushra Sadiq

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH May 26.11 4.11 AM

A day of reckoning

whilst the heart lost its relevance

the Himalayan hair

that shadow me

the penetrating heats

I ask

where are you

while I know

its you

and you

what I am

The thin air asks

I decipher

infinite some

strike at every note

is it you

or me

that trigger the cosmos

I hear your love

crashing

is it

Love is too magnanimous

or

I have

yet to know

what

Love stands for

source: Bushra Sadiq

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH LOVE YOU .May 23rd,11.8.50 PM

when the globe has lost a sense to live

I have arisen again

to realise your love

I will be walking free

but your love shall guide me

the stolen steps of mine

your heart shall say

I will put my hard

I know

Its a difficult forbidden blues

I am made of

what you left

some time

awakened

but Love

when you come

some time on a date line

I shall be waiting

Magnolias in hand

I heard at net

your Kasur is too beautiful

but Love

Do remember

I am nothin

but only

Euphorbia royalana syndrome

you shall ask

I shall say

I love you

source : Bushra Sadiq

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..LOVE YOU .May 11.5.10.07 PM

Today when the big tamasha imposed by stupid action of my cousin daughters have ended in a happy way. I have taken my another form of life.

I know I am made for challenges.

But I remember one day I told you I will prove the worth of your beauty if time and space allowed me.

I presume you are looking me through this hacked and big electronic camera , evaporated globally whilst whole the cranks of the world are looing into their brains.

Life never stops, I know

so is my love to you

Do call me if you feel that its now comparatively a better environ to call

I have missed you a lot

the torture factor being infinite

your love has made me invincible

love

Open top secret love letter to my all sweet hearts.

source: Neha.C.Mehta, Kiran & anu, Kasur girl ( Pl tel me your name), Astha , Dr.Dimple Bansal.but not shipra .v (reason is simple I hate pakhand in any form what so ever. including the pakhand of love.)

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..May .6.11; 5.54 AM

Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi
the special home loan counter

I was calm posed to get my loan payment for tax purposes

it was a usual day except for the lady officer dealing my case

nothin special
but I make sand dunes with a beautiful pen paint of thoughts
to survive the monotony that hits me at every another second with me

I recall my previous writing , exuberant with euphoric moments with a hidden thread of sad tone

but I was happy for that moments at the euphoric experience

some hearts are fragrant
it leaves your aura with a sunami of freshness and relevance

I know the backwaters
they will go with all my worth
leaving me again in a ditch of vacuum lit large

but who cares

The moments when I saw you
and !!!! at this moment

you may have some nano seconds to wonder

I am still lost to my oblivions

I was searching your running fingers at my profile in your BOB Defence Colony office Br. New Delhi.

I waited til day but you never caught my nerves

The telepathy doesn't work !!! love !!
its a bullshit dried flowers of the yore in some timed out pages

I still desire that when the month of Dec shall come

but I do know the posting business is a damn ground reality around

have a nice moments with you

with love

source: girl officer: probably her name is Nidhi/Neha Sharma BOB Defence colony. msg goes to you only : do call me: but remember I am always surrounded by big controversies around. But I am perfect at protocol oriented behvioural aspects. I think you must have read my this prose cum science; yesterday: whilst you may be running your fingers at your currency notes.

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..LOVE YOU .May 4.11.10.07 PM

while I was strolling back my way at Vijay Chowk

I got stopped by an array of melted down egos travelling with its security guards

I stopped my steps to realise not these egos

simple equations are too prevalent around the bio world

my heart asks me why love fails to realise itself

I steer clear of its traps

but its a swampy marshy lands

its a reality I struggle day and night together

my heart puts its thumbs down

I explain it as follows:-

our brain is literally made of files in the form of permanent memory proteins: These get enveloped by the so called further shells of permanent memories proteins.

as we go higher at powers/worths/capabilities/potential equations of existentials/physical forces; what happens , at every step an infinite "chakravues" of "Mahabharatas" get established guarded by infinite rings of ultimate forces in infinite meanings and worths.

Now darling love is power less

just tel me how it can cross these infinite "Natural forces" to get it realised.

My heart says again

damn it !!

I say !!! love !!!!!

keep to your self

Guru Teg Bahadur has an "epitomized" entity

his sons too

Now let me know my love !!

from where I shall bring them

source: Neha C, Mehta, Kiran & Anu, Dr. Dimpal Bansal, Dr.Aastha,

here I am putting shipra v. for a special purpose : the msg goes to China, Israel, All Muslim anarchists,"zihadis" in special emphasis, North korea, Burma:

The "love" is also framed on individualized basis too. This msg goes to my lonely moments.

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH..27.April 11.9.06 PM

Hi Neha !!

You have seen me live too too many times. But coincidently I could not see you live. I know coming fr Bombay to Delhi without any specific work is not that easy.

Do try to visit Delhi as I have already finished the so called global warfare.

My room and my life styles are infinite known to you.

I do remember you when I cross vijay chowk

you are still my source of infinite inspiration

I do have that forbidden nerves to simply twist the earth

but the problem is

the filthiest world around us

yaar!! meine to' bahut kachra saaf kya hei

but sale kachra feinknei wale apni harkato sei baz hi nahi aate

I know you are looking at me at this time through this bullshit hacked pc

any how do come to Delhi

we will have a few wonderful moments to have hot chocolate fudge at Mc Donald.

have a nice day

say my hello to your friends and sweet hearts.

and ofcourse you can ring me at my personal No. 9868940255 but darlin be careful as my highest boss who is literally equivalent to chief of the Army staff is also hacked by China and this pathetic country will never budge. I am duty bound to respect my hierarchy. But I give a damn to any body what so ever he she may be including the so called PM or President of India. I do realise that all are ' roti seko ' bastards around me(but here I do not refer to my Armed Forces): but darlin don't worry I have horrific worth to evolve my self and do remember No bloody bastard on this earth can have even the thought process to think of my worth. I am speaking my heart to you in my personal capacity= no bloody ecclesiastical powers etc.