SNOW WIZARDS OF RAJPATH..JUNE.3.10

heat scorched Rajpath
some like me too busy
at their way of syllabus of heart
tuned to the unexplained

its not that
showers shall come
but the scorched pathways
may be that shall come out

with a new growth around

new hopes
driven thro' the invisible forces

but you being existing
in more ghost forms

shall I survive the scenario

difficult to say

Nature has its own ways and means

but heart defeats heart

so is the crunch around

will that have a chance
to survive at

my steps were straight
bereft of reasons

lost in thoughts
why success has different meanings


whether it struck an endless array
or
may the horizons have the last laugh

probably lost confidence
at my heart

it has words too wobble
down the track of Rajpath

probably you may not have realised

the inner strength

how to decide
and evade the reality

but if at all
you got the reality

source:::::::shipps::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!

SHADOW OF REALITY..June.2.10

another day of challenges
with a difference of planning
a bit large

when scope diminishes to materialise
development takes its turn

I took my metro as usual
but
the Almighty way of maneuvering
the coordinated cardinals
all pervasive
the basic forces of
momentum and system

well!!!!!!!!!!!!
for a naive heart
its too difficult to make out
as the working paradigm

it simply encompasses the whole universe
from micro sub atomic to the mega-forces

that is where My Love has got lost

you could hardly afford the Resistance and power
of your system with the momentum
you might have gathered

but LOVE!!
the Nature is not that stupid
that shall give you innumerable chances

to change the equations

well!!
definitely the will and decisive nerves with tough Resistance

its the ultimate weapon

is it true
you shall use this weapon

depends
how much
you care and know
love is greater to system

source:::::shipps::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHADOW OF REALITY..June.01.10

"rangha rangha kahei ke mei aapei rangha hoi
.......................meinu heer n akho koi............."

this is the song on my FM which I have put on full stream
it's a nuisance for the neighbours.

but there are moments I care for none

may be inner molten lava takes the love in different way

but it's decibel value is harmful -my brain intervenes

hell!!!!!! with you
damn bullshit
shut up
this is how my heart retorts back

any how I have lowered the decibel value
as this song is no more being aired

but I air injustice of the Almighty in many forms

I was damn busy this day
the taxing analysis interpretative notes

the innovating discussion with top brass
to fathom out the unsavory moments

but I survive the whole hell

may be
your being at my heart
it serves what I may not realise

today morning before sun could say hello!! my distorted heart
I could feel the pinch of heat-it was only 31 C at my PC screen
but I know I am comfortable with 49 C

what has really gone wrong

I could realise
too later on whilst in my AC room at office
I was not comfortable at 17 C too

I looked through my shaded window

your room was straight at my sight
but your aura was yet to emanate out

I did realise

I know one thing I can't create
your presence around me

but a few moments later
my heart whispered

I can do that

I ponder at its wisdom

source: shipra.v

SHADOW OF REALITY..May..31.10

I with my world of
windy storms
when encountered you

it realised
you had gone a step beyond

probably my wings of fate

It's the way
storms never tell you
what's there at their path

may be its either way
its de facto force
too unstearable

how you came
and vanished

still too live around

I got constrained
of the if and buts

It has been around

but my hurt feels
its not your horizon

I am accustomed to

may be
one day

you have a chance
to come to my world of

oblivions

may be you might know
its better a too original one

I know
you too shall be constrained

is it
some exist
with bubbles of ephemeral moments
at their hand

I see the Blue
it says

never take to the heart
you have a lot to go

burns may prove another challenge

I look around
as if you're jealous of my challenges

I am too jealous
of the stuff with me

its my way
learned
what's came across me

source: ??

SHADOW OR REALITY..May 30.10

my ecstatic movements with u
I took it's rosy with me
hell with rest of the world

when you are not around
I wonder at my conclusions

feters the environs
left by you

some times nerves takes its too dead
but I survive with the dew drops of your time

why we are obsessed to such extremes
I forget to know

I know this is not going to help

I have searched a whole hell of souls around
prime movements hardly establish
everlasting bank of possessions

Nature is not cruel either way
as its ways and means are open ended

so I read your profile verbatim the bible way
as if
some day
my inner half gets the ultimate weapon
of
self steering
with ecstasy

source::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::

SHADOW OF REALITY..May29.10

today's after Noon showers cooled the hot world

its not that
simmering hot does bring you
in a different way

showers makes the wait more mystic

I have resiled my way of
with your thoughts
lit large
every where around

but at hearts of heart
I miss you round the clock

my psychiatric medicines make me fit to fight loneliness for a few hrs
your absence makes its work more tough and less lasting

there is hardly anything
that interests me

I manufacture the relevance

but my heart says how far

my jealous will to survive
probably Nature is opined to have second thought
at every other second

I see it deep in the Blue
but It says I am with and within you

probably It accepts its deceit
de facto

I take Its failure
in good stead

fight my way

to chill the vacuum
with another manufactured way

It says
some how
you're more dedicated to me

I remain too reply-less

and stop to ask
any more

source::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::::::::

SHADOW OF REALITY..May..28..10

I have tried to close up the panoramic view of U
why I remain obsessed in the stuff

reasons may belie my own interpretations

every day spells ladden with your aura
ask me
let's go
its better on the other end

I somehow put me in shape
get the will to stride my way

another spell comes
I loose the boost
so assiduously developed
with your tender thoughts

I again put some shape
and run the clock

evening brings another tough front
U have worked hard
every moment
to make me in shape

but me the twisted
look why don't U come across

your hearts whispers
I am not made for you

I wonder
how your heart analyses the things around

it again says
love me but love me not

I read it as if touch me and touch me not

my steps cross the chasm of reality and oblivion

find another storm
me in the eye of twists

look for
how far I shall relie

shouldn't I become a part of the storm

your heart again whispers
shall it be
to discern the ghost and real love

I ask
what makes the difference

source:::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!::::::::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!