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at the moments with me
a few showers
droplets running after each other
striking at the end
surface breathes a relief
but the droplets
it looses its identity
I know you too
may be busy at some
looking it
ignoring the game of love and vaccum
but probably the throbbing heart
it catches the changing waves
around the cosmos
of the way of happenings
I do ask
whilst at work
may be its the only neutral relevance
but neutrality is the way of life
I ask too much of me
and your presence in the hearts of hearts
is that loving someone
that essential
may be
loving is good
for love sake only
but what do you want to imply
my own queries reverberate
with the another showers
I know its momentary
but moments are too good
bereft of definitions
while walking my way to metro
every eve I see around
too much of you lit large
but you instead already at your place
I wonder the equations
with my heart
and the live environs
is that the reality
too good enough
my own voice
it says
yes
I dare not ask
why
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me and my heart
the sodium metal in oceanic waters
how the blasts can stop
til the sodium is exhausted of its atoms
but why the stupid blasts are bothered about you: my heart asks
this is how I talk to you
in abysmal ways
some too mundane
other beyond exotic
I know you're a critique of the yester moments
may be
but the moments with you
they go beyond time
like the nanons of the universe
I do wonder
at my heart
why its impatient
round the clock
my soul intervenes
the ecclesiastical silence gets broken
it smiles
the reverberated sounds
when it comes to me
it speaks a lot
I hardly understand
may be
its speaks something of you
I am less accustomed to
the defeats
my heart
the veteran
it whispers
when did I win
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I chanced the way to a meet
socialite habits are acquired to fit in the system
sometimes
but I found your way of commuting a different one
this happened to be one for me
I was accompanying my office acquaintances
to be part of the whole
I was looking your shadows in the beauties
too indulged in serving sacred sweets and tea
I was being offered over the time
the hospitality quotient reminded
what I search at your profiles
too many times
probably you have still to conclude too much
again the PC and my relevance around
search of a fitting backdrop
to remember to restrengthen my nerves
I know
its no time
when you get off my system
but my heart
searches you
like a UFO
the mirage of reality
my heart says
who has not ditched you
why are you so fussy about my illusions
I ponder at its wisdom
in a quest to acknowledge
what is not with me
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Often I get off
the reality crunch
and my awakened half
past got lost
at the behest of present
but left a vaccum
hard to know
without you
my FM and PC
the e-world of my oblivion
I search late nights
early mornings
me and myself
where it got lost
in search of you
I hardly know
why U sighted me
my nerves curse the moments
I ask a lot
what's going on
at every another
fall the leaf
I look as if you have come
I know gone by have no such reality
but my heart
it never believes
search day and night
wait for another one
it fails to know
loosing battle
its no spirit
but fight to finish
its isn't on the other shore
me a chap
with no options
go on dragging
with my eyes
looking for another
fall of a leaf
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the title plant is a marvel bio-tech experimental lab
a feature of interest is to know how bio - clock works
a single flash of light in its pre-assigned dark period leave the plant without its beautiful scintillating flowers to flourish.
this relevance is with all of us
the dark period with no flash of light- the equation of our psyche getting perturbed by the stirring around our living space
exterior and more interiors too
letting us to struggle the whole way around
may be this where we get struck to some
day and night after every second at our hands
finding the meaning
of the memories
failed and lost
visualising the mirage
whilst we know
the sand dunes of realities keep shifting at the whims of airs
when airs
if all
will breeze
me and you
search with close set breath
still too apart
full of meanings
but meeting point
stretched to horizons
I see
as if
may be
I am more capable to find
one day
the other end of that horizon
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a few moments; time took me approximate to the horizons
I probably too naive to know its intentions
my unhurt psyche
it says
probably you have more work at your hand
some too solicited by the Blue
but why its so
I find no basis
I resiled a moments later
may be some thing
coming from you
my heart has accustomed
to ; you absence
inside and otherwise
but may be
you have; at your hand
your world isn't going to make
what I visualise
thro' the thin airs
one day
it may be too exotic
but existential
I stare at
who opines
the stoic feels
suddenly a fresh air
one spell reminds me
tomorrow engagements at work
another of your heart
I do wonder at both
the former is my way of life
later may be whimsical
I do ask
whims have relevance
if at all
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me and my moments of making
with or without
I often watch where do you fit
at all
fighting moments of
some in collusion
another bereft of
what
if and buts
is it the stuff well built in
the system of undefined equations
is it
your plasmatic presence
or my own creations
I search the surroundings
some too mundanes
exotic too hard to shapes
near and around
I search
as if
I have never started
I am not oblivious of myself
you too
such is the way
I find meaning
if at all
your being with me
why??????
my heart looks through my eyes
then through your ones
find if
at all
the difference
is of a relevance
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at the moments with me
