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I was searching the humane factor in Tiger's mistress
but why she should have loved at all
is that exterior factors of handsome features, persona, and the physical achievements have a lot to say
or is that women are prone to talkative juicy traps
may be goodies and prospective money thro' sincere-visible-syndrome faculty has the shooting trigger that makes the vaccum at your heart that never let u go unhurt
this picture is probably important in that perspective
but love remains a one way traffic even taking all the factors accounted for
but why so
my heart is too inquisitive
but I am not bothered
may Monday morning
I shall ask the flowers of Rajpath
why they are that beautiful
and do they encounter such feels around
I know they once have said
we love you too much
but we don't know one thing : why u don't love us that much
you happen to be a biologist
I look always to the E-II hutments
and the small cornered room
where u pulsate hard
with an indifferent heart
why flowers laugh with vengeance
at my silence
I have yet to know
source: shipra.v
probably every interlocuting moment
it searches a hell lot
besides what has gained and lost
where you have been and are
I was differentiating the odours of the flowers of the Rajpath
hurrying to my place of happenings
is it : lonely moments : are the ideal
or the diplomatic with all stuff : surrounding : in too ephemeral ways : around
my senior general hitherto known for his cam posed and disciplined exteriors
probably too nervous at his "fag end days"
I did visualise you
sitting on a bullshit tv
thinking what could be the right choice
I often interact with ultra super specialists : duds
they too feel
the ideal is : your own moments
with or without
the with is most of the time too unwieldy
but we look for it as a default value of evolutionary habits
so do I
while driving, walking my way : to the : undefined
source: shipra.v
I was attending a gathering just few minutes earlier
at the moment I realised lets go home
I was searching u over there in the crowds
here again I am alone once again
but the search remains the same
my FM is too faithful to me
its saying " mil ja kanhin samay sein parei' "
I hope u will listen to it
tomorrow u will come to the same office
like me the same bullshit stuff
and disciplined world
but where is my love of discipline
my heart stirs me like a rouge oceanic wave
I find no reply
and pacify it
let tomorrow shall come
I will go to see u in your office
But I know that shall not occur
the reality is too heavy for me
like yours' one
my heart whispers
damn it
I can live alone
bereft of your realities
at least no one gives me lectures
source: shipra.v
At the moment : I am looking the winter olympics live
and suppose you too be doing the same
this is how I am following u on google buzz
but I know you'll be blocking the bullshit around
like me
this is the taste of love
may too exotic to millions
the truth is hard to believe
much horrible to get materialised
but why we happen to love an indifferent heart
I tell u the ultimate secrets
Its the fools who fall in love
as of me around jumping over the thin air
but you may be surprised
thins airs are the only reality
the rest is big bore around
like the office work
still we work
as the money factor is hardly ignorable
my heart says
damn it
you're a damn lier
u don't work for money
I smile back
I know I go to office
in a vainful way to see you around
when I see the beauties around
I do say at heart of the hearts
why you look different to all the stuff around
may be
u do so like that only
source: shipra.v
Its only with the virtue of someone
pulsating with warmth at the heart
you're there to live the moments
at your hand
if not
create the one
like this little girl
visualising her bubbles
the ipso facto die hard spirits
I see such die hard spirits
all around
roaming around the country side
where is the need of relevance
its bubbling from thy heart
bereft of the exteriors
I do wonder
what valentine day mean
is it love or the person whom you love
source: shipra.v
what actually happens
when you are in love!!!!!
I was posted in Defence Institute of Psychological Reasearch
hardly there is one paper I left going thro'
multifarious conceptual nuances hardly bring you solace
probably one thing is too mundane
its the self hypnosis that shoots to the extremes
but love as such is simply horrible
I may spend my whole life writing
love shall remain undefined to the last
Love as a faculty is probably one way traffic only
as the other side weighs you on hell bound parameters
and the funny side is : at the end of this analysis the chances of rejections are too horrible to the proximity
you may visualise your love as if god has embraced upon the thins around
but the other side is too simplistic on mundanes
well the debate as such is endless
but love is pain full : no medicine can cure : the loneliness that triggers the love factor becomes too omniscient to bearable : and you end becoming a psychiatric patient as the brain hardly survives such electrostatic onslaughts at every neuron around
but what you are for me
is it love
or just inquisitive nerves to find you in my environs
I shall ask your Himalayan hair
they look more sincere
the beauty is too small word to define
the exotic nerves and your indifferent heart
combine is for the horrible windstorms to lash out
but what shall happen
I already die every second
shall I die millionth in mili seconds
your eyes are smiling
as if they know better
source: shipra.v
our indian tv channels
the biggest bullshit around
i don't know why i pay for this damn thin around
my friends feel something is wrong with you either
til day
i have to learn
why women are sex symbols
may be they are accustomed to believe so
why the damn bullshit sex faculty is that catchy
i did wonder and discuss with senior scientists around me
why the hell women are seen just only women
beauty is not a sex at all
is that whole of the masses have gone insane
I shall have to research
yesterday metro failure made me wait too long
I thought better to roam around- its a ipso facto home for me
suddenly it was too boring outside
I often ask
is it this faculty has been exploited by the Nature
my colleagues laugh at my utterances
but probably i am too inquisitive
pakiza a classic movie is hell around this bullshit thin
but the de facto love lost factor is too evident as the lead heroine always looks for her elusive love
" aap kei pav' deikhei' bahut hasin hein' : neiche mat utariga : meile' ho jaingein''....
I do wonder
what should I say at your Himalayan hair
as my concept to thoughts are contrary to the mainstream
do I look Himalaya or the climate or the geo-political benefits
may be I have a hidden kalidas of abhygyanshankuntalam
but I know its far beyond the factor of decipherable nuances
shall the time prove
may be
or bubbles will defeat the bubbles
source:shipra.v