FIRST LOVE..contd

i saw you
in the corridors of CP
i've thronged and pulsated
your being at my heart

when desolate
it gave a pulse of thorny bushes of the deserts

your waivy spells
brought a shower with elixir of love

i wonder
how the desolate changed to so live

i murmur to my heart
it's you and you
who make my hotcocklate fudge
so hot
i remember the moments
thro' nanons of Live
till i retire to the mundane

i have seen your smiles
put my heart
the top of hymalayas
the shrills of ice
i negotiate
your presence
at my heart

source: Kan

KALEIDOSCOPIC LILIES

i was reading a school book for biography of Albert Eienstein: " why Eienstein was expelled from his school".

Literature does not appeal me as a matter of fact but this time it was a real happening so i concerted my nerves to get a rhythm of the uneven hearts who happened to be on the bright side of life

this may be a nanonic relevance for the picture i have choosen for this thought

why the hell every body has to pass thro' a hell

is it?
hell is the only way to heaven of happenings"

may be true
may be we have a lot to know of what lies at the hands of the Nature

but why it pinches us to the last
when an achiever gets the hell to come off
may be we are system oriented
and the system may be a "deafult villian maker"

whether this is too pervasive

thro' our lives

probably yes

source : mallika sherawat, Albert Eienstein

KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES

expressions
interior to our being
external
imposed upon
unexpected all the time , way upon

i was surfing thro' orkut: this is what : striked my little brain : heart squeezed thro;

the query remained: how come you being so live

i've seen the flowers vendors early hrs
and the lonely people with their ages
sitting along the high way
my car speeds thro'

i hardly put my brake
to have a close glance

though i know
way back
at home
i'll be parallel happening
throbing thro' the hearts

with vainfull co-existence
with all the factors
i defined
at the start

i do ask myself
how come
so irrelevant options
come to thrive
on a single bio-platform

i search my heart
look for unseen
and
query remains
the same

how come
such faces
strike me so hard

source: neha c.'s space

KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.Contd

i do wonder a lot
at my choice of mallika sherawat
a profile whom i base upon to express and have in my heart

i hardly have seen her work at any forum

is that she belongs to haryana
a land on which i happen to have affiliations

probably i am not sincere
so is our affiliations
coming direct from core of our heart+brain+soul+electromagnetic auora

is that a default value
or an evolutionary off shoot

may be it's more complex

probably our sciences have yet to say a lot to decipher this forbidden parlains of knowledge

too many times
i do feel
less knowledge may not be a dangerous thin
if you're a bit cautious at your heart
to get entangled in unsavoury surroundings

but our evolutionary driver is clocked to take the adventuristic portfolio
where ever we happen to strive

the contrary may be too monotonous

source inspire: mallika sherawat

KLIEDOSCOPIC LILIES

i travel thro' the depth of my heart
too often
ask a lot
of too many knotty thins
of mine
and of others
including you
some times

but get too hazy replies

why and whats replace the clear horizons
when faced by
the dirty critiques
i get jolted for a nanosecond

do ask again
why the whole hell
and
for whom

what for i strive too hard
i search the real aim
the targets aside

even hazziest haze
surrounds me

i leave the empty heart
all alone

gets going
just for another
twist of the day

and look for
another relevance

source inspire: mallika sherawat

KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES

may be rhetoric objectionists strive on self denial complex

but it does serve a purpose hitherto unnoticed

it may put an extra punch to the life

whether it has far reaching connotations
may be true
cinema has a wider role to create and destroy mind-set-ups
the growth factor may look like miniscule
but it has the mamothic momentum
if put on scale of time and space

example is well evident when whole of indian masses were swayed by the sad note of yester cinema
negative(ism) was well pervasive thro' that period
it's still afresh
but time seems to be changing its colours

euphemism may look like blurred by bubbles
but realistic note is always welcomed

example can be witnessed in dismise of parallel cinema

we have come off the yester yoke of 'MEDIEVALISM' OF THE CINEMA

roads may look too hazy
but
a start is too good

so Mallika sherawat:
you stand for that change

the next gen is yours

source inspire: mallika sherwat

KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES

yester era of Meena Kumari-the tragedy queen of bollywood

lilies have grown to the eyes of the masses
and you stand somewhere at the horizon
some call psychic
and heart forgets its breaths
so goes the love lane
of your innovative nerves
and the gems of glamour

free is thy spirit
so is the winds
see what lies ahead

jealous serves to relate
the unknown gems
with chisel finished days
ahead
so is your heart

i explain
to the environs
a little
bit by bit
that
you are different
to the winds
arounds

source inspire: mallika sherawat