SPRING COMES WITH YOUR FRAG

smoking is bad
but
what to do
when a heart
smokes a pipe of love

i ask too much
get a little
from bullshit brain

i stand at my terrace
the trees have got my essescene

new buds
some have grown
with new vigour

i talk to them
a few the little ones
too eager to jest

say a lot
i converse with caution at my heart

i know
they will ask
where are you

my best way
saying the words

it fetches
little meaning to them

they persist
with a hype at their heads

may be
their rehtoric has some hidden tech

one of them ask
our effort is to fetch
your love
near us
to find
what a love
looks like

i listen with eyes
set to their way of converse

with a lot
at my heart

source inspire: shipra vashisht, neha c'.s space, astha . b, kan, pu chd

EXTENDED EQUATION

walking with your thoughts
stumbling at
the other way
to equate
a meaning
of the void

created by my
uncanny nerves

i see you
at every face
i encounter
at my way

love starts trikling in
at the hightest storms
in and around you

may it be the ghost
of your thoughts
or of mine

the air filled by
the frag
you never created

it assumes
and discard
at the other moments

gives so much of
excuses
some sane

but too often
i reclues
with the void
of your thoughts

repeat of the yore
present
and past fect
it lies
with an exteded future
of desires

of your being
near and around
where ever i go

source inspire: shipra vashisht, neha c'.s space, astha.b, kan, pu chd india

BEAUTIFUL HEART LIVES ON A SILENT VOLCANO..10.4.08

expanse of the live environs
it has evolved
with the concretes
spread at every other step

i pick up my pen
see your heart
talking to you
at a few steps to me

i see the Nature's friends
feel their pulse
my pen
it works on my pulse
but
love to write of yours

Plants do interact

at my univ
we worked to know more
we know
as of now
it's a parallel to our own

do they have a language
definitely "yes"

concrete of vijay chowk
does it interferes with that language

i come to 'live' in one such concrete
as of yours

my heart asks
does it stop my language

it replies itself
"neigh!"

i wonder
why my heart is so unscientific

But i realise
far too later
it's rather more advanced
as it has heard
a few words
coming from you

source inspire: shipra.v,neha, astha.b

BUBBLES..contd

moments are there
too often
i feel
as if fly off
to a direction
unknown to
my interior psyche

it helps to say
i decipher
far less
as i try
instinctively
may be
too hard

From my work place window
i see you

may this flight

you may be occupying
a comfortable seat
as it lands

you're to be
pre-occupied
with crunching
ground realities

but i hardly recognise
the grounds

too often
another landing flight

my heart
it sees you
shuffling your hair
may be
it's destined
for an unknown
confront

next flight
it may bring you
live

near to my heart

source inspire: neha c'.s space, shipra vashisht

before i clicked my mouse to publish the post

my brain
it tossed me out

it says

damn crazy guy
i tell you
the contrary ought to happen

BEAUTIFUL HEART LIVES ON A SILENT VOLCANO..contd

this day as the hrs progressed
i was asked to decide to attend a condolence meeting

i was annoyed at my heart
how damn it concerns me
for me
its whole hell
thorny bushes all along

my brain was looking the whole array of
in a silent mode

i reluctantly remained at
said "yeah"

but the decision was there
so the consequences

delhi is known for uncertain syndrome
at roads
more caused by the people in power
less by the people themselves

i was least bothered about the nuances
and kept silent
whole along

but i still gather the graceous gratitude
at her face

i was left to wonder
at the " graceous gratitude syndrome"

is this the culprit
of all the evil
all the uncertaintities
i face

i was not committed

i know a reletive equation with the reality
that's what is the limiting factor(s)
at least
for the hauty souls like me

source inspire: shipra vashisht

MY LOVE IS BLIND

you're standing
on an opposite pole

and they never meet
since Nature forgot
to formulate
the union

but do you know
their co-existence
is a default value

i get a chance to see you
when my pc flashes

"shingly bird is now online"

and i wait
till such time

it flashes again
at its own sweet will

"shingly bird is now offline"

i open "my own" neha C'.s space
stored at my hard drive

observe for too long

have a silence
at my heart
but
late night hrs
it does say
"LOVE"
tomorrow is a working day

thus goes my way of life

and i'm proud of
my possessions

source inspire: neha c'.s space, shipra.v , pu chd

COGNIZANT PSYCHIATRIC DISORDERS

i have often wrote
the thin line
between psychology and psychiatry
the forbidden parlains
of higher knowledge
governing
whole of the array
we will and have to negotiate

a habbit or an act/and or a set of feeling/and or 'realization' of the 'self'
when it starts hurting
you or the live environs
in implicit and explicit terms
it becomes a psychiatric cognigative disorder
e.g e.mail of the present e-generation
and obsession of any kind which starts hurting
you and / or the live environs

psychology only understands the fact
tries to make you/and/or the live environs
while psychiatry helps to remove
the ailing facts
thro' the basis of governance of the complexity of bio-world
e.g the habbit of washing your hands too (too) often

to be contd..