Yahoo! 360° - ajay ahuja's Blog - my heart lives in illusion March 07, 2008

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INSTINCTIVE AFFILIATIONS

every other movement
my heart
it pulls me out of the shape

asks
why the hell
the dummy ruitine

i brush aside
walk the lonely way
in a quest
to find

may be your auora
going besides

the lanes of life
the hazy ends
and the starts

i find
at the day end
a change
it tunes my heart

but i find
another vaccuum

my heart
it curses a lot

why the hell

you're not
there around

my brain
it looses
its stoic patience

strike a discordant tone

go to hell

she resides there

i ask myself
where's that

source inspire: shingly bird, mallika sherawat, pu chd india

STOIC FACES

ricksajay

SCARY JEALOUS

at my teens
what i heard
stands good
till day

my little heart
asks my inflourescence

life
its
driven thro'
fundamentals

too invisiblle
to naked
either way

me
a part
of this monoculture
of Nature

i look thro'
my pines

winds blow up
their beauty

i pass by
and
my little heart

it
picks up
your liffle finger

may you come
a word
with diff

I FIGHT THE SAD INSTINCT TOO OFTEN

may be i ignore my heart's wishes
so i get
the sad syndrome
too often

i search thro' my psychiatry know how
it gives
too stoic response
all the time
take this tab thrice a day

i wonder
why there are no
Natural creation of
these bio-chems

my brain often opines
the complexity of environs
the deficient quotient of psychology

i listen
too patience
and forget the other moment

i know
the bubbly moments
its time and space driven factor

my heart wonders
why
these are not on my side

my soul opines
keep to have
others' happy moments
your own ones

it appears too monotonous

i wonder
is there something
on the other side
of the horizon

psychiatry says
yes
i'm there
at least
for the die hards

source inspire : shingly bird, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd