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WEEPING WILLOWs

i leave my work place

just because it's off for the day

people in dress too enthusiastic to leave

waiting for their charted drives

i do have a peep around

and find

what i fet

and forget

the moment

in my univ

beautifull weeping willows

they glamourize the eves

i do often

travel fast to my univ

every eve

to find that exotic glamour

i find more

as i live

my univ

it often asks

don't you you feel

it's too much

for the day

i stare

my weeping willows

they say

forget love!!

it's part of life

source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra.v, pu chd india

phathomless DEPHTH OF A HEART

quite often
i receive your love
at my heart
it hopes with no bounds
and cites
the age old science
to proove its point

my brain
wonders at its naive nerves

my soul
its too optimistic
keeps a safe distance
from the dihards

but it hardly quenches
my desire
to realise you
in my live environs

i ask my inflourescence
too often

you a special creation of the lord
tell a bit more
of my love

it says
but my know-how
fall short of
to perceive

i wonder
is love that exotic

source inspire: neha, mallika, astha.b,shipra.v, pu chd india

DOTTED GRAPH

My heart searches you
thro' the pages
it has learnt by the day

nights has fetched
desire of your thoughts

i tell too many moments
it ignores all

you come to change all
where its goes

my hearts nerves
know no bounds
to catch your glimpse
desert to ice lands
dark to den
hell to heaven
it all have gone
to fetch you

it goes with you
with your thoughts

faces it sees
you come live

suddenly it realises
the missed moments

its more crazy
and looks
where you're not
it knows

the moments has gone
with your frag
and your frag
has spread
thro' the space
heights and lows

of my love

LOWS AND HIGHS

DEPRESSIVE times is a default casualty most of us have to surf thro' . It comes over a scale of time and space. Most of the times we are unprepared for it irrespective of our knowledge base and the availability of psychiatric friends to render a helping hand to come out of it or nevertheless propose a living mechanism.

There is a fundamental contrast between the approaches of psychologists and psychiatrists of its understanding and treatment.

Depression howsoever commonly used word is widely less understood even by the related super-specialists.

it has three basic cardinals: externally driven mechanism (ii) intrinsic hormonal driven primarily due to genetic in original (iii) as a by product of other related ailments e.g neurotic psychosis, schyzophranic ailments (which are fundamentally genetic in origin ( developmental genetic implications are implied as a default value).

govt. hospitals are best suited for treating such ailments, the reason is simple the doctors do not have a sedistic motive to keep the patients with them for money or making their practice fluorish.

self medicine is dangerous as 99.999 % of us are unable to understand, internalize and actualise the intricacy of ultra modern scientific connotations.

depending on friends is good but in case of females their is a strong incident of exploitation. even close relations such as sister, daughter happen to aggravate the ailment and rather create more social and personal complications e.g family discord, divorce, separations etc.
it is always more better to depend upon a govt doctor particularly lady doctor . the reason is more than clear.

the best way to fight depression is to remain busy with work or with such people who has the least scope of exploiting you e.g a male boss must always be avoided to take a help of any sort for a lady/girl who is under depressive syndrome. the reasons are more than understood.

the way to medicines is inescapable in modern complex scenario but it must be understood that once you are keeping a bit normal it is always better shift to conventional methods of wisdom.

in case of chronic intrinsic depression, doctor is the only handy tool but here one should avoid the critiques all pervasive around you

STORMS SHADOWS SCARE MY HEART

i stand too often
all alone
at my student centre
pu chd india

looking for
striving for
probably what i have
forgotten to decipher
under the storms of
die hards

my heart
it's too sticky to win
the waves of lows and highs
to find a relevance

in a distant love

dreams and shadows
it has learnt to surf
quest is one
struggle to find

what i skirt
but never looses sight of

my brain often wonders
what the hell is going on

i ask my self
where you find
a less challenge

source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra.v, pu chd india

INFLOURESCENCE.23.Dec07

Love !!
the year is at its fag end
but you too busy
at your pennies

me a too spare guy
like the shepherds of our chris boy
get often excused
by the uncanny nerves

i get lost
where i find
a love flourishes
to its streams

i know
penetrating beams
of the jealous
with zillions at their pocket

sometimes i feel
too scary to withstand
but rejuvenated
as i feel
at your first glance
with the sun

i gets going
the same way

and my heart
as stupid
as it used to be

my inflourescence tree
it fragrates to the full
to make me see sense

i a diehard spirit
forget not to love
an exotic heart

so is my inflourescence
it never stops
shedding
may a day come
one if its flowers
come zooming to me

say
Love!!

source inspire: neha,mallika, shipra, pu chd india