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i stand too often
all alone
at my student centre
pu chd india
looking for
striving for
probably what i have
forgotten to decipher
under the storms of
die hards
my heart
it's too sticky to win
the waves of lows and highs
to find a relevance
in a distant love
dreams and shadows
it has learnt to surf
quest is one
struggle to find
what i skirt
but never looses sight of
my brain often wonders
what the hell is going on
i ask my self
where you find
a less challenge
source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra.v, pu chd india
Love !!
the year is at its fag end
but you too busy
at your pennies
me a too spare guy
like the shepherds of our chris boy
get often excused
by the uncanny nerves
i get lost
where i find
a love flourishes
to its streams
i know
penetrating beams
of the jealous
with zillions at their pocket
sometimes i feel
too scary to withstand
but rejuvenated
as i feel
at your first glance
with the sun
i gets going
the same way
and my heart
as stupid
as it used to be
my inflourescence tree
it fragrates to the full
to make me see sense
i a diehard spirit
forget not to love
an exotic heart
so is my inflourescence
it never stops
shedding
may a day come
one if its flowers
come zooming to me
say
Love!!
source inspire: neha,mallika, shipra, pu chd india
in my univ
i love a strong character of Nature
it's Ginkgo biloba-the living fossil
it's a gymnosperm
millions of years of evolution
but it's a die hard heart
it never forgets to love
and keep the terms intact
i crossed thro'
my inflourescence tree
it's cinnamom zeylenicum
it's pervading frag
makes my heart beat fast
i forget
but suddenly go back
to my sweet heart
i know Lord Krishna
it did tell The Arjuna
" Love is delicacy for the sweet and bubbly
honey trap"
but every body somehow
caches the cold
it's diff
very few die a Natural death
my ultra modern nano-bio tech facilitated heart
it felt too sad
at my bullshit thoughts
i saw my inflourescence
it told millions of commands
in one go
i try to decipher
one of these
if i write
it's too simple
two alphabets: "ok"
source inspire: neha, pu chd india
i have often wondered at this all pervasive instinctive syndrome. Psychiatry has a lot to explain: our biological clock which starts ticking at the onset of fertilization of an ovuum in our mother's womb of which we are a product in toto'; is all what comes inherited to us as inhibitions. But the bio explaination is much complex further. Gene language written in our chromosomes thro' developmental interactive and deliberate bio-interactive processes are a lot to manoeuvre for this knotty entity of which we are made of.
seemingly major part is beyond our control i.e why psychiatry offers only a medicinal way of solving the inhibion related aspects (both +ive and -ive impact on our complex psyche).
psychological research has much to offer but clinical psychological practices do help a lot to understand and solve behavioural patterns poking us over the scale of time and space.
religious beliefs do help us but it has strong negative connotations too.
a strong love relations are a panacea for all of us but Nature is bauntifull to the selected ones in this aspect.
platonic relations have been found to solve a lot for the unprivilged lots but here the aspects of power of money, status, social constraints, societal positions etc takes its own toll.
hobbies especially involving manual efforts do wonder for the ones who are at the receing ends from hell of angles'.
fantacy and hallucination serves as fumes release mechanism'.
well!
it's a personal choice how to adapt to the environs and come survival of the fittest as the greatest ever scientist Charles Darwin wrote in his famous book 'the origin of species'.

hei! my chris cross friend
how are you'
i'm fine with/without you
reason is simple
i share with you
the number 13
but if you come
i make very nice tea
well!
i'm fond of my navy cut
i know you love love
and not the richy rich
i do know
your people
many have forgotten
riches is a cobra
and viper when allowed
to pervade the minds
i know
till date
you're a humble shepherd
that's why
i love you
to my heart
i love to be a tiller
it keeps me
closer to you
and farthest to
the hypocrates
whom i hate to the core
but
my chris cross friend
do you know
why Mendal Law of genetics
and Darwin's Law of unhindered billions
favours
the hypocrates
i have a little heart
that too
with my shingly bird
she is a twister love
we both are waiting for you
come this 25th
she'll offer you chocolates
i do love candies
but
my navy cut often accompanies
i hope you'll not mind
my bad habits
if you come
you'll see
i'll give you
a part of my heart
and ask my shingly bird
to share
with love and grace
source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra,pu chd india
most of the time
psychiatrists are constrained to note
special hearts do differ
in normalcy quotient
whether
such beautifull buddies are hard of happiness
may be true
but it's a pandora box
i was busy
at my love lane
my shoes kissing the red sand
honking vip chaps
pulled me out of sleep
but love!
why do they honk?
my heart quipped
you see
my stupid chap
we've created non-fearing rats
and hon-honking chaps
well!
india is less equipped with
nano-bio tech
i was silent to the strife
of the old diehards
my soul
it remains hooked
to my twister love
but who is she
my heart galloped the thin boundaries
i smiled a bit
and
my feet remained struck
to the red sand
of the rajpath
Love!
whether she comes here
i skirted the reply
she works
nearby
source inspire: neha,mallika,shipra, pu chd
late eve hrs
babudom well placed in their cosy beds
i wake up to leave the office
as my friend remarked
good night sir'
don't forget:tomorrow is a holiday
i smiled
looked around the romantic scenario
and my privilged environs
i know time has just started
for the hearts like me
i strolled thro' sparse of vijay chowk
my steps loved to talk to the pulsating cones
of pines
well! in biting cold
i admirred the Naure and its art
may be it has the heart
what i missed to notice
at pg bio
she laughed with a smile at her lips
i could notice
glare of her himayalan hair
well at my nerves
her eyes vied
the ultra facilitated
beams of the modern cars
well! love! is there something more absorbing
she felt jealous
but i knew
i have to drive a graph
she is too moody to come along
and vanishes
at the glimpse of fading air
but i do wonder
the Nature is to luxurious
to have a beauty around me
Love!
how come this stony flower looks so beautiful
to your extra stupid heart
i said: these are petals
it grows to achieve
and end achieves it
she was nervous at my phrases
don't you think
science acknowledges a simple word
yes Love!
time and space
it makes that
she was furious this time
and vanished
with a disgust at her face
i know
she can't live without me
and that's true
with me
impirically
source inspire: neha , mallika, shipra, pu chd india