INHIBTIONS

i have often wondered at this all pervasive instinctive syndrome. Psychiatry has a lot to explain: our biological clock which starts ticking at the onset of fertilization of an ovuum in our mother's womb of which we are a product in toto'; is all what comes inherited to us as inhibitions. But the bio explaination is much complex further. Gene language written in our chromosomes thro' developmental interactive and deliberate bio-interactive processes are a lot to manoeuvre for this knotty entity of which we are made of.

seemingly major part is beyond our control i.e why psychiatry offers only a medicinal way of solving the inhibion related aspects (both +ive and -ive impact on our complex psyche).

psychological research has much to offer but clinical psychological practices do help a lot to understand and solve behavioural patterns poking us over the scale of time and space.

religious beliefs do help us but it has strong negative connotations too.

a strong love relations are a panacea for all of us but Nature is bauntifull to the selected ones in this aspect.

platonic relations have been found to solve a lot for the unprivilged lots but here the aspects of power of money, status, social constraints, societal positions etc takes its own toll.

hobbies especially involving manual efforts do wonder for the ones who are at the receing ends from hell of angles'.

fantacy and hallucination serves as fumes release mechanism'.

well!

it's a personal choice how to adapt to the environs and come survival of the fittest as the greatest ever scientist Charles Darwin wrote in his famous book 'the origin of species'.

GOOD MORNING MY LOVE

hei! my chris cross friend
how are you'
i'm fine with/without you
reason is simple
i share with you
the number 13

but if you come
i make very nice tea
well!
i'm fond of my navy cut

i know you love love
and not the richy rich

i do know
your people
many have forgotten
riches is a cobra
and viper when allowed
to pervade the minds

i know
till date
you're a humble shepherd
that's why
i love you
to my heart

i love to be a tiller
it keeps me
closer to you
and farthest to
the hypocrates
whom i hate to the core
but
my chris cross friend
do you know
why Mendal Law of genetics
and Darwin's Law of unhindered billions
favours
the hypocrates

i have a little heart
that too
with my shingly bird
she is a twister love

we both are waiting for you

come this 25th
she'll offer you chocolates

i do love candies
but
my navy cut often accompanies

i hope you'll not mind
my bad habits

if you come
you'll see
i'll give you
a part of my heart
and ask my shingly bird
to share
with love and grace

source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra,pu chd india

LILIES HEART

most of the time
psychiatrists are constrained to note
special hearts do differ
in normalcy quotient

whether
such beautifull buddies are hard of happiness
may be true
but it's a pandora box

i was busy
at my love lane
my shoes kissing the red sand

honking vip chaps
pulled me out of sleep

but love!
why do they honk?
my heart quipped

you see
my stupid chap
we've created non-fearing rats
and hon-honking chaps
well!
india is less equipped with
nano-bio tech

i was silent to the strife
of the old diehards

my soul
it remains hooked
to my twister love

but who is she
my heart galloped the thin boundaries

i smiled a bit
and
my feet remained struck
to the red sand
of the rajpath

Love!
whether she comes here

i skirted the reply

she works
nearby

source inspire: neha,mallika,shipra, pu chd

petals

late eve hrs
babudom well placed in their cosy beds

i wake up to leave the office
as my friend remarked
good night sir'
don't forget:tomorrow is a holiday

i smiled
looked around the romantic scenario
and my privilged environs
i know time has just started
for the hearts like me

i strolled thro' sparse of vijay chowk
my steps loved to talk to the pulsating cones
of pines
well! in biting cold

i admirred the Naure and its art
may be it has the heart
what i missed to notice
at pg bio

she laughed with a smile at her lips
i could notice
glare of her himayalan hair
well at my nerves
her eyes vied
the ultra facilitated
beams of the modern cars

well! love! is there something more absorbing
she felt jealous
but i knew
i have to drive a graph

she is too moody to come along
and vanishes
at the glimpse of fading air

but i do wonder
the Nature is to luxurious
to have a beauty around me

Love!
how come this stony flower looks so beautiful
to your extra stupid heart

i said: these are petals

it grows to achieve
and end achieves it

she was nervous at my phrases

don't you think
science acknowledges a simple word

yes Love!
time and space
it makes that

she was furious this time

and vanished
with a disgust at her face

i know
she can't live without me

and that's true
with me
impirically

source inspire: neha , mallika, shipra, pu chd india

INFLUORESCENCE..19th Dec 07

Do you remember Love!
lonely bylanes of our univ
dark glistering shadows
late hrs
and your magnetic himalayan hair

my soul felt the warmth
you too busy to leave
an array
i negotiate till day

my univ
it taught
it's too ephemeral
"you're getting into a black-hole"

it studied quantum and astro physics
black hole isn't a naive to me
but
i wonder
your magnetic resonance

i know
a lot
it isn't meant for labelling
so i went without a desire
of mine
of yours
to have a shakesperean note
at end of the day

i found
an end in itself
of achieving the heights of love!!
of your antarctic eyes

i know
it'll glister
and it'll emancipate my soul
at a distance

i love to negotiate

i know miles are to go
and the woods are deep

source inspire: neha, mallika, shipra, , pu chd india

PARALLEL FACES

this day i slept what i'm not prepared for
tomorrow crunch seems too romantic
sudden sea change
it's beyond the nerves of my heart

but faces too bring
'pseudo-target cell mechanism' of nano bio-tech
well satraight into your psyche
so you get
what it escapes you all the way

i steer clear of my heart's interpretation of my being

the reason is simple

probably

i'm too difficult
and sincere enough to accept the crazy heights
lows and highs

with a humble divinity OF Nature

that's what
i see in you
and people
around
in a hazy defined array

may be
that's why
i love all of them
too immense

they often
wonder
is love beyond
"a simplistic define"

i stop
for a while
look at you
and resume
as usual

i know
my love
its beyond

and that what i see

the parallel faces
source inspire : neha, mallika, shipra,pu chd

INFLUORESCENCE

too often i have recalled my heart felt
reason is simple
my heart vibrates at a 'suptra-atomic rhythms'
i have often wondered at
the metamorphosis of a small and desolate railway junction ("shakurbasti")nearby where i happen to pulsate a meaning of you and one of mine.

if you visit day time
the indian system of management looks too shabby

but night brings
romance of keats, William Wordsworth, Shakespear, Tagore, Nirala, and the greatest- ever Kalidas
just in one glance


this time my beautiful young ladies
too optimistic atfter their PG entrance exam

we all waited for The Punjab Mail
Delhi winter adds its punch to the romance

long hrs went in seconds

i was left
as usual
with the magnetic thoughts

in day
at night
my dreams
they are a bit too scientific
so i skirt

but i negotiate
the relevance of my influorescene
as it changes
its moods
ahead of clock

i remain stuck
to my thoughts

as if it'll bring
another relevance

source inspire: neha, mallika, astha+her batch mate doctors,shipra, pu chd india